today,
we had filming of andre's tv viewing,
and i felt like dying inside,
my good good friend,
now gone,
and their making me remember it,
its like pulling a dagger from a wound,
the bleeding stopped,
sigh, what to do? D;
and i just can't bear,
to screw up 'N' levels,
the pressure it on,
and i HATE it,
somemore i'm training like mad
haix,
i just don't want to get
straight B3's for 'O's
which is freaking 15 points,
):
i comfirm, not getting lower than 10
somemore i doing L1, M1, B3
english, I WANT A1 OR A2
or not i'm embarrassing my ancestors D:
heh :P
Maths, HAIX B3 or A2, (I WANT)
B3 =
Design & Technology,
THIS YEAR IT SUCKS SO HARD D:
Combined Science:
PHYSICS + CHEMISTRY
I WANT AT LEAST A FREAKING B3
cause my chem teacher is kinda good
and physics i'm working at it :D
Combined Humanities:
Social Studies + Geog,
I'M SCARED......
SS i gotta listen up but i can't write it well
and geog, sigh geog, ):
i don't know what to expect anymore
anyway gotta go sleep, or else tomorrow i'm dead
:P training sucks cause AHTIONG so fast D;
kaes goodnight peeps (:
I'M STILL TRYING TO STOP EMO-ING
our hearts aflame