Sunday, January 31, 2010
G# What is this love, given to us, C# It saved my life, the selfless sacrifice, G# Although we fail, the cross prevails, C# Forgiveness stands, you take me back again, PRE-CHORUS: Fm Gm G# D# You showed me life, you've opened my eyes, C# So I give you my praise, Yeah I give you my all, Fm Gm G# D# You showed me life, you've opened my eyes, Bbm To the truth that there's no greater love, CHORUS: C# G# Fm Now in the darkness, God's light shines, C# G# Fm Christ forever glorified, C# G# So come on, come on, sing out to God, Fm D# C# now with all we've got, we live, D# For you our God G# VERSE 2: G# Salvation strong, in Christ alone, C# The Saviour King, alone in victory, G# I step aside, give you my life, C# For you to move, do what you want to do BRIDGE: G# I can't imagine life without, without you. C# Bbm 'Cause its all for you, yeah it's all for you God, G# I can't imagine life without, without you, C# Bbm 'Cause its all for you, yeah it's all for you God,
CAN'T WAIT TO LEARN THAT ;D
thanks mike and bobby teach me abit here there,
ITS SO EGGCITING HAHA (:
church never fails to make me feel great.
WAS SO SICK,
EAT MY MACDONALDS MEDICATION,
100% ALR (:
yeah its all for you God!!
followup was awesome (:
service was awesome!!
higher calling was awesome,
BY GRACE THRO FAITH (:
ohyeah! we had worship session,
wow it was, great (:
josh plays so well,
i wanna play like thatt!! XD
gotta get strings D;
QUICK QUICK ;D
(:
i gotta, calm down in bed (:
goodnight friends ;D
10:12 PM
Thursday, January 28, 2010
i get scolded in training because,
i train like mad,
damn tired,
never go morning training.
my mum scolds me because,
i train like mad,
damn tired
never go morning training
at training its cause i miss training...
at home its because "i didn't sleep early"
so if i sleep early i not tired meh?
hello what logic is that o.o
tired sometimes cannot be slept away.
you sleep it gets worse.
lawl..
i just don't seem good enough D;
sigh nevermind,
life story.
school was bleh (:
but i think i understand everything so far
which is good, i'm catching up.
swimming,
i STILL TRAINED LIKE MAD,
after getting scolded,
wait my coach wouldn't say scolding,
SHE NAGGED LIKE A BIATCH D;
like omgosh can't you keep quiet for awhile?
sigh ..
btw :
final fantasy dissidia rocks,
and i'm getting of the computer more
to get on my psp (:
which is good and bad XD
heh
thanks justin for the game recommendation
;D ;D
i gotta go rest,
SLEEP EARLY,
was the message i got from mum.
was like wahlau..
nevermind i go lie in bed D;
goodnight peoples!
can't wait for chinese new year ;D
gong xi fa cai (:
is that correct?! XD
8:48 PM
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
i'm one word :
useless.
i'm not a good student
i'm not a good athlete
i'm not a good son,
i'm not a good brother,
i'm not a good friend,
i'm not a good person.
what the fuck am i?
i should just die,
cause i can't care less.
7:13 PM
do i really want to spend my life making and play computer games?
i just can't see much future in that,
maybe design animation, but that's really hard.
i have no idea what i'm going to do next time.
sure, should do something fun and that we enjoy
but it should be worthwhile...
that gets us a job next time.
BUT WHAT DO I ENJOY AND CAN GET A GOOD JOB?
do i get paid to play computer games all day long?
i doubt life is that good...
SIGH
what to do?
everyone seems to be choosing reasonable options
what am i doing?
games games games
diao...whats wrong with me.
sigh
school sucked,
didnt get to watch kungfu movie.
at least teachers think i'm improving.
congrats on those who got their choices of poly/jc
training soon, i think i'm going gym,
hopefully this year i do well,
or else i really wasted my freaking time.
i find that i haven't been doing stuff that's worth it.
when will i ever learn?
and why can't i find,
anything meaningful
can't find alot of stuff that i would like to have.
what anybody would like to have.
sigh
how much longer do i have to wait?
sigh
last thing i heard last night
:
I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can't you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you
I used to turn around and walk away
Never stopped to play
Cause there was no attraction
But in my heart you start to grow on me
Kind of suddenly
So now I've changed direction
Knowing it might seems strange
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?
I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can't you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you
In this cold world, where dreams are few
Baby, I want you
Is it too much to ask for?
I'll take you places where you never been
If you just give in
So babe, it's now or never
Knowing it might seems strange...
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?
I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can't you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you
Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
Oh It's magic magic magic babe I've got a crush on you
Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
It's magic magic cos babe I've got a crush on you
So if you feel the way I do
Would you fancy to
To take a ride beside me?
Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
It's magic(oh it's magic) babe I've got a crush on you [x2]
I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can't you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
2:50 PM
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
i just miss the talks,
the fun 'high' times,
the things we used to do.
gone.
school was okay,
got away with not totally completing work,
which is so me.
used to it since primary school,
such a hard bad habit to break.
like what was preached in school.
always do the hard thing,
instead of the easy way out.
which is stepping out of your comfort zone.
which i'm finding very very difficult.
like cedric keeps encouraging me to talk to sec 1s
i find it abit insane for me to even say hi,
and so difficult.
but if i remain this way,
i can't bring more schoolmates to God.
i keep thinking that,
life is a big game,
which i'm not playing very well.
i keep doing the useless 'quests'
or 'missions'
instead of doing the ones that matter.
like the drama Pastor Joakim had.
that girl made such a difference.
and everyone can do too.
just doesn't seem like i'm trying.
ohmy this is such a bad post.
no smiley or sad face.
nevermind, always better to smile.
must not let other people affect me (:
here's a song to listen to (:
the first parts funny,
cause lindsay lohan refers to God as she (:
so feminist XD
anyway, i gotta go sleep
goodnight people (:
God wont talk to me
I guess she's pretty busy lately
I'd like to believe
She's listening
I'm starting to feel
All of my bruises imagined are real
And I'll get through each day
I dig through the bad ones
To get to the good ones
Who's keeping score anyway?
And this is my beautiful life
only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life
I talk in my sleep
Thats the one place i know no one can hear me
I tell myself things
Don't walk in the shadows
There's always tomorrow
And I'm right where i wanna be
And this is my beautiful life
only thing's certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It hurts while it's happening
I wanna feel everything
How can you know til you try?
And this is my beautiful life
My beautiful life
only thing's certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life [3x]
It's a beautiful lie
9:12 PM
Monday, January 25, 2010
rachel jiejie!!
sometimes i wish you never left,
so many things i wish i had you to talk to about
LIKE RIGHT NOW D;
depressed ttm D;
nevermindxzxz :P
i trained hard at training,
i did work in school,
i'm depressed over friendship,
and i don't know what to do,
and i need to restring my guitar
i'm gonna learn cords,
christian songs,
EMO SONGS A MUST,
whole reason to learn guitar,
sad sad sad times alone,
can't wait..
gotta sleep,
goodnight,
8:49 PM
JIE
i never knew i missed you so much
after that call, i can't wait for april (:
all the breakfast times
and the trainings
and the talks (:
somehow i miss it all
so much that i can't bear it, heh
but just hearing from you again
made me happy (:
thanks
+ macdonalds, my treat ;D
++ brownie!!!!! ;D
I'M ALREADY MISSING HOGC
D; D; D; haha (:
btw, hope you liked it (:
hope we stay connected
can give you more stuffz (:
HI JASMINE ! ! !
You're in my post k (:
book stacy more ;D
i'm gonna eat lunch now D;
starving, byebye
3:16 PM
Sunday, January 24, 2010
~!! NICHOLAS !!~
HELLO(:
LIKE, TODAY
WAS A FUN DAY (:
UNO IS A SCHEMING GAME (:
TIME TO LIST
THE FAILS AND LAUGHS
OF HOGC (:
HEEEHEEE:
Top favourite!! :
May : 'i need a tan, i feel so white!!'
HUH!?!?!? WHITE IS A FEEEELINGGG? (:
heh
while playing uno,
joanna had 2 cards left
1 wild and one blue 6
she says UNO
smiling to herself so happily
then puts the blue 6 by accident
then 'EHH OH NOOOO' D;
hahahahahaha!! (:
Evonne:
SUPER DUPER UBER
CRAZY ABOUT TAKING PHOTOS
like whattt
hahaha (:
' OMGOSH OMGOSH SO NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEE '
haha (:
Yee Siong:
laughing at josh saying jump jump jump during a still shot,
shouting too much,
COUGH, talk again
COUGH, shout again
COUGH, COUGH COUGH
aiyo haha (:
(btw yeesiong bullied me in uno D; )
Bobby :
nicholas says you da chinaman (:
bob the builder with nice shoes :P
Nicholas :
(in a cute cute voice)
'yeesiong we go subway k?'
hahahaha
Mike :
i want your long hair D;
lol
Marcus YipYipYip :
walks to me:
'YAY YOU'RE HERE'
then gets called and disappears
hahahahahaha D; pangsehhh
and on the way home in the mrt
got one small litty boy sit next to me
reading a story book about Jesus
like omgosh so cute haha (:
yes today was awesome (:
haha can't wait for next week (:
oh followup was great
(:
thanks cedric for the awesum drawing XD
thanks evonne for praying for me (:
its gonna be quite an awesome 2010 (:
btw school tomorrow haix P:
HAI CHERYL TAN ;D
Because of You, I was born again
Because of You, I’m ransomed by Your grace
Because of You, my heart has found a home
A refuge for my soul
Because of You, sins are washed away
Because of You, heaven knows my name
Because of You, I can live again
You’ve broken every chain
Unfailing Love, so unreserved
You gave Yourself on Calvary
And now I stand, forever free
My Saviour rescued me.
Because of You, the weak say "I am strong"
Because of You, the broken have a song
Because of You, there's no need to fear
Hope steadfast, ever sure
Now heaven, be open
Our God is, unshaken
We worship, Christ risen
High above
Now heaven, be open
All kingdoms, all nations
Declare that “You are God”
8:56 PM
Friday, January 22, 2010
HELLO JAS
YOU ARE
IN
MY
POST
K!!
(:
hahahaha
anyways
training wasn't bad!!
even tho i was aching
ALL OVER D;
and dying,
dying,
dying,
SIGH SIGH SIGH ):
and school was FUNNY
SORRY XIANG I STOLE YOUR EZ-LINK AGAIN
THEN YOU HAD TO
FIND MY HOUSE
TO GET IT BACK XD
i'm so mean
kill me please p;
heh
what else?
SEE LAH
AUD + JAS
how to blog longer,
nothing to talk about alr
hmmm,,,,,,
saw lalablah, today
after idk how long she did gym,
and erm,
OHYES
MY
FAVOURITE
PART :
SUNDAY IS COMING (;
heh
early hello :
BOBBY
EVONNE
YEESIONG
NICHOLAS
MARCUS (YIPYIP)
hahaha
can't wait yo
but this week no movie hangout
haixxx
would prob have to leave earlier
OHYA
followup (;
heh
heh
heh
time for me to sleep
tomorrow morning training :P
here's a nice song to say bye-bye (:
Our God Saves - Paul Baloche
In the name of the Father
In the name of the Son
In the name of the Spirit
Lord we've come
We're gathered together
To lift up Your name
To call on our savior
To fall on Your grace
In the name of the Father
In the name of the Son
In the name of the Spirit
Lord we've come
We're gathered together
To lift up Your name
To call on our savior
To fall on Your grace
Hear the joyful sound of our offering
As your saints bow down, as your people sing
We will rise with You, lifted on Your wings
And the world will see that
Our God saves, our God saves
There is hope in Your name
In the name of the Father
In the name of the Son
In the name of the Spirit
Lord we've come
We're gathered together
To lift up Your name
To call on our savior
To fall on Your grace
Hear the joyful sound of our offering
As your saints bow down, as your people sing
We will rise with You, lifted on Your wings
And the world will see that
Our God saves, our God saves
There is hope in Your name
Mourning turns to songs of praise
Our God saves, our God saves
Hear the joyful sound of our offering
As your saints bow down, as your people sing
We will rise with You, lifted on Your wings
And the world will see that
And the world will see that
Our God saves, our God saves
There is hope in Your name
Mourning turns to songs of praise
Our God saves, our God saves
Our God saves, our God saves
Our God saves, our God saves
9:48 PM
Thursday, January 21, 2010
HAHA (:
STUPID CAT FREAKED ME OUT,
i trying to do facebook,
come from underneath the table
MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW
WTPONGGGG
SCARED THE DAYLIGHTS OUTTA ME
(:
then stroke abit go away,
WLAU PANGSEH
XD
anyway,
nothing much to post!!~
SCHOOL : BLEH
i love slacking,
FREE PERIOD POA's (:
heh
AND YESTERDAYS
GYM
FREAKING
KILLED
MY
LEGS
D;
GYM = MEANIE
(:
could barely walk in school,
then they make us do some
stupid exercise at the start,
THEN I GOT PE AFTER RECESS
SIAN SIAN SIAN
heh
but what to do?
gotta work like siao
);
lets post about the few people i talk to today
::
STACY
=
BLOODY SLACKER (:
SHER
=
DAOERDER D;
GOHXIANGRONG
=
SORRY I ALMOST LOST YOUR EZLINK XD
CEDRIC
=
IDK WHETHER SHOULD BRING PROJECT :P
CHERYL TAN
=
GO SLEEP (:
kaes i should go sleep too (:
CRAWLING TO MY BED BYE (:
BACK TO EMO P:
9:45 PM
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
here it is :
hi everyone :P
who comes here D;
anyway just finished watching
GLEE lol
quite a nice show,
but today's episode felt like it was a movie
heh (:
school really has me tired out,
and i really think
i should be doing better,
sigh
what to do? D;
training was screwy,
did gym some insane sets,
then played half hour basketball
14 ppl halfcourt
7 vs 7 running around
NO SPACE but so tired
then training was slack blah blah
but ended freaking late
erm yeah,
thats about it,
thanks cheryl, aud (:
reminding me to blog :P
here it is (:
lol
~ Don't Stop Believing ~ (:
lol nice song :P
(:
heh i'm still hacking my game (:
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D; D;
10:07 PM
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Thanks CT your failure made me smile (: btw can't blog with iTouch nights (:
9:47 PM
Saturday, January 16, 2010
STILL EMO );
SORRY D;
it all takes my breath away.
8:45 PM
Friend Of The Day : Cheryl Tan (:
HEH HEH ;D
thanks cheryl (:
today got better
fast ;D
anyway, tomorrow is almost here,
churchchurchchurch ;D
(:(:
but the weekend disappears so fast!
like omg, soon it's gonna be monday
and monday probably will suck again
heh oh the negativity of me (:
i need more friends making me happy,
and right now there's one
AWESOME
BEST BEST
PERSON
making me happy,
yup you know who you are luhh
ego ego ego ego :P
nevermind thankss (:
heee
(:
btw you should blog more often kay,
i'll remind you (:
I SHALL, MSN
THEN SLEEP (:
BYE-BYE
7:31 PM
haix, super super sian,
what the pongg ):
so boring sia
kena owned at training
stupid coach keep scolding me
WHY NEVER DO GYM,
WHY NEVER COME MORNING
haix...
i need an escape,
and my escape is sunday's ;D
tomorrow couldn't come any sooner (:
school work sucks!!~
hate the super hard D&T project
i don't know how else to
design it already XD
HOW ELSE CAN I MAKE IT CREATIVE
pulling my creativity to the max
haix i should be working on it now
but i'm too lazy (:
SIGHS,
i probably broke the record of sighs per day/week/month/year.
SIGH =.=
don't know whats wrong with me,
keep trying to be happy,
and at points of time,
one song can make me feel like dying~
sigh....
nothing for me to do,
shall i do my work? D;
well,
like i said
tomorrow,
please hurry D;
good-bye.
2:24 PM
Friday, January 15, 2010
DIAO D;
training started like shit,
i went into the gym at 4.30++
did 13 pullups (NEW PERSONAL BEST)
so happy for myself ;D
then didn't continue gym (:
THEN
my coach come out
CHINESE TO ENGLISH
TRANSLATION :
"WHY YOU NEVER COME MORNING TRAININGS?!"
"ALSO NEVER DO GYM"
"SIT THERE WATCH OLDER BOYS DO"
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!"
freaking pissed me off sia
so then i went in,
first person in the water btw,
first person to finish warm up set,
waiting for 5x300,
i chionged 5x300
3.37
3.35
(take out pullbuoy)
3.36
3.33
3.18
(:
T H E N
6 sets of 25m, 35m, 50m
2 sets kick
2 sets pull
2 sets swim
i missed first kick set ;D
came back for the 50m
did a 37s for 50free kick ;D
then other kick set so-so
then pulling ah
SCREW THOSE WHO
FKING SLACK THE 25m, 35m,
then 50m come fight =.=
i not happy own them ;D
then last set of swim
we changed to relay ;D
MINI-RELAY
25m change ;D
1 relay free 1 relay fly
my group won both heh ;D
anyway school's boring
chapel was bleh
i had fun at least,
D&T ROCKS
I LOVE MY TEACHER LET ME USE
iTOUCH AND PHONE IN CLASS
;D ;D
well i go continue on the design journal XD
byebyes!!
YIP!! : hi lol yeah i had a blog for awhile just never update last time,
BTW SOMEONE SHOULD GET WELL QUICKLY ;D
why do i still emo so much?!
7:30 PM
Thursday, January 14, 2010
i'm gonna make this short (:
i've just gotten my D & T design journal D;
started doing it
i'm like super hardworking now kaes (:
heh
and like omg i sucked in training
i died i died i died i died D;
and i gotta go morning training tmr
SHIT BLEH D;
i don't know what else to put alr (:
i'll just go work on my design journal ;D
listen to emo music D;
byes (:
Evonne : hello ;D
Danny : eh hello! get well man :D
i can barely think of you
without hurting D;
7:41 PM
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
why doesn't anybody come here );
screw me yeah );
heh obviously i'm still emo-ing
my heart got screwed too badly D;
i guess i just gotta use this blog as a diary :P
ANYWAYS,
training was fun (:
my basketball throw was ownage ;D
super weird today,
i'm coaching zhonghui how to swim freestyle ;D
yesterday i chionged my ass off too :P
erm school is,
boring but i'm so much better
i'm actually feeling proud of myself
FOR ONCE ;D
teachers say well done keep it up (:
i was like :
"huh, who me?!"
;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
nothing else to say,
thanks cedric, for seeing me today man
i'm like omgosh hoGc is just
pure ownage ;D
BARKER MAD ABOUT YOU ;D
revival please thank you (:
BENJI KAI PLS FOLLOW ME TO CHURCH D;
this is to those who finished o's
whats done is done (:
even you aren't proud of it
thinking "i should have done better"
there's always an up and down to life
this may be your down
so just take a chill pill
and smile at the world (:
WHAT'S THAT VERSE AGAIN?!
OH YES :
I THINK ITS :
Philippians 4 : 12
i have learnt the secret to being happy at any time in everything that i do ;D
(:
love ya guys ;D
GOODNIGHT
I HAVE YET TO STOP EMO-INGmy heart has died,
with your knife in it
8:58 PM
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Empty Hands held high
Such Small sacrifice
If not joined with my life
I sing in vain tonight
May the words I say
And the things I do
Make my lifesong sing
Bring a smile to you
Let my lifesong sing to You
Let my lifesong sing to You
I want to sign your name
to the end of this day
Knowing that my heart was true
Let my lifesong sing to You
LORD, I give my life
A Living sacrifice
To reach a world in need
To be your hands and feet
So may the words I say
And the things I do
Make my lifesong sing
Bring a smile to You
Hallelujah, Hallelujah,
Let my lifesong sing to You
today,
we had filming of andre's tv viewing,
and i felt like dying inside,
my good good friend,
now gone,
and their making me remember it,
its like pulling a dagger from a wound,
the bleeding stopped,
sigh, what to do? D;
and i just can't bear,
to screw up 'N' levels,
the pressure it on,
and i HATE it,
somemore i'm training like mad
haix,
i just don't want to get
straight B3's for 'O's
which is freaking 15 points,
):
i comfirm, not getting lower than 10
somemore i doing L1, M1, B3
english, I WANT A1 OR A2
or not i'm embarrassing my ancestors D:
heh :P
Maths, HAIX B3 or A2, (I WANT)
B3 =
Design & Technology,
THIS YEAR IT SUCKS SO HARD D:
Combined Science:
PHYSICS + CHEMISTRY
I WANT AT LEAST A FREAKING B3
cause my chem teacher is kinda good
and physics i'm working at it :D
Combined Humanities:
Social Studies + Geog,
I'M SCARED......
SS i gotta listen up but i can't write it well
and geog, sigh geog, ):
i don't know what to expect anymore
anyway gotta go sleep, or else tomorrow i'm dead
:P training sucks cause AHTIONG so fast D;
kaes goodnight peeps (:
I'M STILL TRYING TO STOP EMO-ING
our hearts aflame
8:44 PM
Monday, January 11, 2010
hello people,
i'm feeling very down,
with the o's results,
my bestbest good best friend,
didn't get where she wanted,
sighh i don't want to be like that D:
and i don't want her to be depressed,
i want her to grow so much more,
in life, in God
i've gotta start praying MORE for her (:
take care
anyways,
THANKS AUD
kaes i'll accept my haircut XD
and Jasmine!
ur blogs nicer!!
and link me when you get the chance
BTW I LOVE MY CG IN HOGC :D
can't wait for sundays (:
they brighten my week after disappointment
:P
i'm going to try to stop emo-ing
8:51 PM
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
sigh
i'm so gonna fail maths again,
got some noob teacher same as last years
sighhhh
life's not getting any better
and i doubt it will D:
screw me
training's gonna kill me,
but at least i THINK i get to play basketball today (:
and,
I've got some shit homework already
and it's super complicated to do D:
SIGH
PS :
STOP LOOKING AT ME AND SAYING
"eh your haircut very nice!! (DRIPPING SARCASM)"
=.=
love never runs smoothly
but why did it have to end?
4:13 PM
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
maybe i should just fucking commit suicide,
can't take anymore bullshit
FMLTTM =.=
screw me
9:26 PM
Monday, January 4, 2010
haven't been here in the longest time :P
school's back to schedule, and we all hate it
something about my life sucks so bad suicide is such a perfect way out,
EVERYTHING KPKB ....
school, everything is starting again, screwing my life up 99% D:
fml sia =.=
swimming, SATURDAY AFTERNOON NEVER COME
MONDAY MORNING NEVER COME WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!
DIAM LA, STFU D:<
school just freaking started and you expect me to do my 9 times a week ah =.=
then mum calls when i say i not going morning training and says,
starting this habit again ah, don't go don't go
waste my money in kunming
LIKE I SAID SCHOOL JUST STARTED =.=
Life's really out to get me, and i have no means of fighting back
so what the hell am i supposed to do?
i haven't even stated my hardest problems
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