You're still my favourite melody ♥

Jeremy Kevin Mathews
14 June 1994 ( 17 )

Swimmer
Chinese Swimming Club
Ace Swim Club
(Aquatic Performance Swim Club)

Student
Anglo-Chinese School (Independent)
Anglo-Chinese School (Barker Road)

wish you would step back from that ledge my friend~


Monday, May 26, 2008

Grace Kelly lyrics

I wanna talk to you
{The last time we talked Mr. Smith you reduced me to tears
i promise you that won't happen again}

Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
Ive gone identity mad!

I could be brown, I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful, I could be purple
I could be anything you like

Gotta be green, Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

How can I help it, How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby, Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink

Why don't you like me
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on your shelf?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
Ive gone identity mad!

I could be brown, I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful, I could be purple
I could be anything you like

Gotta be green, Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

Say what you want to satisfy yourself
But you only want what everybody else says you should want

I could be brown, I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful, I could be purple
I could be anything you like

Gotta be green, Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

{Humphry, we're leaving}
Kaching


hello
guess what
i did badly for training this morning
and i was sent home :x
you must be thinking
omgosh
but yea its nothing
lol
erm
then JL ask me bring my mom to afternoon training talk
:p
FORGOT TO ASK >.<
LOL :D
but JL called my mum then she came and we talked
then i trained HARD
LOL JL praised me -.-"
then i was like
HAHA you're joking right? :p
lol okayy holiday not much holiday
everyday two trainings -.-"
NOT fun..
ohwells
in between play la haha
ok gtg mum saying
"you don't wake up for morning again tomorrow you come back your computer not there i don't care ah!"
diao =.="
GOODNIGHT.

why is green mean? ):

9:07 PM


Sunday, May 25, 2008

1st Cont. Ass.(15%),
1st Sem. Ass.(30%),
1st combined Mark.

English 62.5 | 63.5 | 63.2
Chinese 32.0 | 23.3 | 26.2
Maths 41.7 | 58.0 | 52.6
Science 59.9 | 45.0 | 50.0
Geography 62.8 | 53.0 | 56.3
History 34.0 | 44.0 | 40.7
Literature 68.5 | 37.3 | 47.7
Design & Technology 58.8 | 53.3 | 55.1
Visual Arts 55.0 | 61.0 | 59.0

Total : 450.8/900
Percentage : 50.1
Results : Passed
Attendance : 90/91
Conduct : VERY GOOD

Remarks : A promising swimmer, Jeremy is urged to pay more attention during lessons and to set himself to higher standards in his academic performance

:P THATS IT
GOOD-BYE SCHOOL(:
IN WITH THE HOLIDAYS :D

"The Best Thing"

It's been a year
Filled with problems
But now you're here
Almost as if to solve them
And I can't live in a world without you now

All my life
I've been searching for you
How did I survive
In this world before you
Cause I don't wanna live another day without you now

This is the best thing
The best thing that could be happening
And I think you would agree
The best thing is that it's
Happening to you and me

All I'm gonna have
Is all that you can give me
And I'll give right back
Everything I have in me
Cause nothing ever felt as right
As this does right now

I'll go back to before we met
Try and erase the past
Try harder to forget cause
Nothing will ever be as good as here and now

Cause when I looked into your eyes
And you dared to stare right back
You should've said "Nice to meet you, I'm your other half"

And this is the best thing
The best thing that could be happening
And I think you would agree
The best thing is that it's happening
This is the best thing (the best thing)
The best thing that could be happening (the best thing)
And I think you would agree (whoooaaa whooaa)
The best thing is that it's
Happening to you and me

Always knew
I'd find someone
I never dreamt
It'd be like this
You've surpassed
All that I've hoped for (and ever wished)
And I'm tryin'
So hard
With all my heart and mind
To make your life
As good as you've made mine

This is the best thing (the best thing)
The best thing that could be happening (the best thing)
And I think you would agree (whooaaa)
The best thing is that it's happening to you and me

The best thing is that it's happening to you and me
The best thing is that it's happening to you and me

(The best thing) The best thing that could be happening
(The best thing) I think you would agree
The best thing is that it's happening to you and me


5:38 PM


Wednesday, May 21, 2008

walked home with head down
just feel like jumping off a cliff
all over a shit thing
exams

-.- u must think i'm crazy
but i passed and i'm not happy at all
50.1%
SUCKS...

Passed :
English
Math
D & T
Art
Geography

Failed :
Chinese (duh)
History
Literature
Science

SOBS
Chinese is obvious
History just plainly sucks
Literature is just english so didn't care
SCIENCE...
WTF...45%+
diao.. =.="

Freaking disappointed.
don't know whats gonna happen
computer confiscated
so this may be the last post for a long time
sad la...

anyway
tomorrow is a "cross country" run
and it's at east coast park
sian larh
8 must be there for what farking run...
then friday is last day!
7.30-9am is the school hours
after that is

HOLIDAY

Say, hey!

Hear the sound of the falling rain
Coming down like an Armageddon flame (Hey!)
The shame
The ones who died without a name

Hear the dogs howling out of key
To a hymn called "Faith and Misery" (Hey!)
And bleed, the company lost the war today

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On holiday

Hear the drum pounding out of time
Another protester has crossed the line (Hey!)
To find, the money's on the other side

Can I get another Amen? (Amen!)
There's a flag wrapped around a score of men (Hey!)
A gag, a plastic bag on a monument

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On holiday

(Hey!)
(Say, hey!)

(3,4)

"The representative from California has the floor"

Sieg Heil to the president Gasman
Bombs away is your punishment
Pulverize the Eiffel towers
Who criticize your government
Bang bang goes the broken glass and
Kill all the fags that don't agree
Trials by fire, setting fire
Is not a way that's meant for me
Just cause, just cause, because we're outlaws yeah!

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives

This is our lives on holiday

2:22 PM


Thursday, May 15, 2008

Vulnerable - Secondhand Serenade

Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in

because its cold outside cold outside its cold outside
share with me the secrets that you kept in
because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
and it's true I cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clearer
if you could only see in the mirror what I see

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

slow down girl your not going anywhere
just wait around and see
maybe I am much more you never no what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

zzz diao
maths pass by 8 marks...
58/100
overall out of whole year...52/100
zzzzzzz...........diao...
freaking depressed...
wonder whether gonna fail here too..
sianzzz...
game also server down till 10pm...
tmr got learning journey..
"cannot use phone, mp3, any other device you're have"
WTF....thats like tying us up
and bringing us on some BORINGG excursion..
let me stay home please!
oh i not feeling well...
sian WTFWTF...sigh
someone please talk to me...
emo-ing lol...
B-O-R-I-N-G excursion
might as well stay home...
=.='''
pissed off sia..
whats the point of posting anyway..
bb...

~>{=E|M|O=}<~

7:24 PM


Monday, May 12, 2008

life is a test
and i'm failing
badly

every problem is a question

God is the answer for everything

if i know that

why am i still failing?


Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

hi...
school i freaked out
i thought today was chinese
but it was science
i totally screwed up :s
TOTALLY
sighh..
yea i suck thanks
erm...
tomorrow is D & T
fail la
nvm....
emooo
lol shellie thankss but let's suck together..
liwen how ya doing in ace or did u change? is the china coach good or something
erm yea thats it
gotta study
oh btw wednesday is last paper, chinese paper 2
goodnight



i was born to tell you i love you
ownagebecomenotsoownage..

8:11 PM


Sunday, May 11, 2008

1 school sucks
2 training sucks
3 exams suck
4 love sucks
5 some friends suck
6 i suck

so all in all :
life just sucks

didn't go church that's probably why
sigh
i think 1,2,3,4,5 suck because of 6
sigh
maybe it's just me
sigh
*stop sighing*
sigh.......
eff...this sucks
my blog sucks
my blogging sucks
i'm a perfect sucker...
sigh...
gotta get off the computer study for exams
YES I STILL HAVE...
3 more
just sleep during all of them
failfailfail...
bye

i failed you
so i'm jumping

4:55 PM


Wednesday, May 7, 2008







Dont know why you like cats so much. (remember-; i dont like cats haha.)
haha help you get more pictures soooon.
study okay?

:)

10:23 PM



Check yes Juliet - We The Kings

Check yes Juliet
Are you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside
Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight

Lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
Here's how we do

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me

Check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting
Yours for the taking
Just sneak out
And don't tell a soul goodbye
Check yes Juliet
Here's the countdown
3...2...1... now fall in my arms
Now they can change the locks
Don't let them change your mind

Lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
Here's how we do

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me

We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high,
The view from here is getting better with
You by my side

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be...

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me
You and me
You and me

hello everyone
i wish i didn't have to go training
but i did
and saw Zhou haha
he hasn't changed
lol
what if it was Jin who went back to china
WHOOOOOOOO
ownage man slackslackslack
everyday i got tuition haha
well exams suckkk
i'm gonna fail everything cause i sucksucksuck
sighhhhh...
i don't wanna get kicked out of another school
but there i go...out the window...
eh that rhymes hah..
well anyway Amanda's cousin rocks man
hahahha damn funny
oh now i know why i like Zhou more than Jin
Zhou encourages, Jin NAGS & SCOLDS
LOL anywayy i gotta go study...
LITERATURE
this is my own advice
"just write alot of trash but make sure its relevant"
hahahaha who got that advice from me? :D
hahaha alright i gotta go now
bye

EXAMS WHEN WILL YOU FINISH?!

8:20 PM


Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Skyway Avenue - We The Kings

She said let's change our luck
This night is all we've got
Drive fast until we crash
This dead end life
Sweet dreams that won't come true
I'd leave it all for you
Brick walls are closing in
Let's make a run tonight

Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue

She said don't change your mind
Let's leave this town behind
We'll race right off the cliff
They will remember this
It all got so mundane
With you I'm back again
Just take me by the hand
We're close to the edge

Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue

Where are your guts to fly
Soaring through, through the night
And if you take that last step
I'll follow you
Leave the edge and fly
We're finally alive

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue
So what's left to prove
We have made it through


nicenicenicenice! thanks khoo(:
friends hmmmmm
it's true you can't live without them
but sometimes you feel you'll do better without them
i would go beserk without friends
or i'll just be quiet =X OMG
ME QUIET :S
haha that's kinda impossible but yea.
haha erm tomorrow geography
i already know i failed to subjects
Chinese & History
i already know Chinese even though haven't done paper 2
sighhhh tradition
chinese failures
lol got some pictures :


OMG poor pete T.T


COOKIE!? coughcough


(btw thats a wrapper)


someone throw him a rope!


THiS iS SPaRTa!!

7:46 PM



If I Fall - Amber Pacific.

This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change
Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same
And this is for the ones who have lost it all
When all that's left to gain
Is a simple reminder that the things that we're blind to slip away

How can I say
Say I'll be okay

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

Now that the line's been broken
I'm too afraid to just look back
The pages have left an empty space
You were all I had
Why does it have to be this way
These things they'll never change
Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

3:50 PM



not going after all
studying for geog.
I'm so bored...
sigh
life's unfairr
i be good boy all i get is
wah, you so good
my brother's are like SHIT to my parents
get everything they want
fuck it man..
gonna go to the lake next to KK hospital
it's nice and quiet there WITHOUT the cars
at night...alright gotta study
sigh bye...

friends are friends forever
when the Lord's the Lord of them

3:13 PM



Sigh....
mom making me go training
haixhaixhaix
but at least Zhou is back(:
hope training is more slack now
but don't know what happens to the other coach =X

English Paper 1 Paper 2
Chinese Paper 1
History
Geography
Literature
Maths 1 & 2
Science
D & T
Chinese
Paper 2



Lonely
I'm Mr Lonely
I Have Nobody
All On My Own

10:52 AM


Sunday, May 4, 2008

I'm Mad, You Insane,
Together, We Just Make A Lot Of Noise <33
last night nothing happened okay
forget that it happened thx

Anyway, i went church today.
it was okay i guess got to see everyone
although left kinda quickly
didn't really catch up
haha the video during church was HILARIOUS
hahahaha my stomach was hurting
too bad can't show anybody
not allowed =X
church property :p
it's about animals who do all sort of stupid stuff
its was uberuber funny
hahaha can die watching that

TOMORROW IS CHINESE :S
I'M GONNA DIE
20/100 anybody? Lower? Fine
(: definitely gonna fail
SURELY
i'm so nervous
omgomg lol

anyway today was damn funny
at like 3 something
on msn (including messenger plus)
sher pretended to be me

and i pretended to be her
and we talked to isaiah
but knowing isaiah
he's too
coughdumbtounderstandcough
smart to get tricked(:
hahaha funfun
hahaha now trying to study
boredboredbored!
studying makes me bored lol

haha PLEASE TAG BEFORE YOU LEAVE
thanksyou ppl(:

4:17 PM


Saturday, May 3, 2008

sorry

11:23 PM



hello
pon morning
pon afternoon
training sucks
i was high just a few minutes ago
but it all ended so quick and i'm just sitting in front on my computer stoning
i'm REALLY alone
thats why i'm thankful for friends
i HATE this feeling
all alone
no one to talk to
freaking bored
thats why there are friends
not that friends are always there
but they try to be there for you

now i'm alone because
the usual group i talk to
are well
studying
thats why i HATEHATEHATE MYE
sigh

"It takes 150 tress to produce enough paper that we use in ONE exam
Help us to save trees"
"SAY NO TO MID YEAR EXAMS"

I bet a lot of people are saying no
well it won't happen
SIGH WHY DO I FEEL SO EMO NOW....
nonono
cannotemooo
arghh..
helphelphelp

let me check again

Monday : Chinese PAPER 1
Tuesday : History
Wednesday : Geography
Thursday : Literature
Friday : Maths

NEXT WEEK
Monday : Science
Tuesday : Design & Technology
Wednesday : Chinese PAPER 2

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AH

5:26 PM


Friday, May 2, 2008

HEEELLO!

thisisnotjokomo!
this is someone really cool. hahaha.

11:06 PM



Love is beautiful
Love conquers
You Know Why?
GOD is LOVE
and love is you(:

Thanks so much(:
you know who you are
I TOLD YOU NOT TO
but you still went through the trouble to cheer me up
THATS WHY YOU ROCK(:
Your the BESTEST BEST friend i could have
:DD
i no longer feel stress
i'm am totally relaxed
thanks to you :D

English today was okay i guess
went training haha
ZHOU PLEASE COME BACK :DD
i can't take it anymore
i can't talk to Jin
she doesn't believe my excuses
or maybe Zhou just lets in HAHA
:DD
NOT ALL MY EXCUSES ARE LIES :P
haha gotta study CHINESE ON MONDAY :S
haha goodbye

Don't Give Up
It's Just The Weight Of The World
When You Heart's Heavy
I Will Lift It For You

Don't Give Up
Because You Want To Be Heard
If Silence Keeps You
I Will Break It For You

Everybody Wants To Be Understood
Well I Can Hear You
Everybody Wants To Be Loved
Don't Give Up
Because You Are Loved

Don't Give Up
It's Just The Hurt That You Hide
When You're Lost Inside
I'll Be There To Find You

Don't Give Up
Because You Want To Burn Bright
If Darkness Blinds You
I Will Shine To Guide You

Everybody Wants To Be Understood
Well I Can Hear You
Everybody Wants To Be Loved
Don't Give Up
Because You Are Loved


7:59 PM




maybe it's true, i can't live without you ♥

Andy :O
Al
Alan :P
Aloysius :)
Alyssa :D
Ariel
Ashneo
Audrey (:
Bertrand
Bran
Cheryl Tan :)
Claire :D
Clement Tan :P
Darrin
Deborah Chua! (:
Delise :D
Ernest Aw
Esther Khoo :D
Jasmine!! (:
Jesselyn
Joelle :D
Jo-Lyn
Justin Seah :P
Justin Siew xD
Joan
Joash
Joshua Kong :D
Katherine
Kai Sheng :P
Kimberlyn
Matthew :P
Melissa :)
Pamela Say
Rachel Lee
Rachel Teh
Shawn Yap :P
Sherwin
Sherlynn :D
Theresa
Timothy Koh
Valerina
Xinping


thanks for the memories ♥

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