Wednesday, April 30, 2008
once again happy birthday sheryl,
hope you enjoyed your little party with your family
aiyo never keep any chocolate cake for me)):
haha joking :P sms more in school! :D
so, i'm officially freaked out
i can't study
i'm DEFINITELY gonna fail
I'm gonna be stuck at sec five when you're are saying :
"eh poli life so fun!"
i'll be like yeayea whatever...
AHHHHHHH
EFFFF THATS NOT IT
okok...calm down..
whose up for training?
NOBODY
haix...
i don't even feel like eating
thats pretty normal actually but not for lunch :S
omgomg...........
nvm gonna TRY study
oh btw, my dad asked me to watch iron man tmr
AHHH and i said yes :S
see what i mean by distractions
okays good-byes
When I'm Gone - Eminem
[Introduction]
Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...
[Verse 1]
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...
[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
[Verse 2]
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...
[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
[Verse 3]
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..
[Chorus/Outro]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
2:37 PM
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
i went for training
BIG MISTAKE
It seriously put me in the wrong mood
i can't freaking study
I'm like..on the edge of emo-ing?
love is so depressing
life is unfair
Well, i'm ugly nothing i can do about that =X
so training, IT SUCKED
i haven't come in like 3 days
and i still could chiong for kick and 12x50
i couldn't move for 30x100
JL still scold
say i nvr come now slower than sean
wth man
might as well i just
quit swimming,
quit piano
and just be a fuckin' bum?
quit school become gangster?
wtf man..
this life is just SO depressing...
can't change it now though..sigh
just gotta go along..
gonna do English paper now
good-bye
Anyone else knows how one way love feels?
8:26 PM
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY
SHERYL TAN HUI NING (:
Happy 15th birthday!
so sad that your birthday is around MYE
but maybe you can celebrate after that?(:
haha GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS((:
haha and come training more often
hope to see you soon yea
we'll now about SCHOOL
sucked
it wasn't worse
but it was same as yesterday
haixx
I STILL CAN'T FREAKING STUDY
WHY!?!?
Ahhh TOO MUCH DISTRACTIONS
bleah
well
one thing's for sure
i can't even emo
NO TIME :P
haha anyways
got 13/15 (top) and 6/13 for last 2 maths tests
and 2nd in class for Science test 18.5/30
okok i MUST try and study
BYE(:
3:13 PM
Monday, April 28, 2008
i can't study
i can't sleep
i'm so nervous
ahh help me!
rhymes doesn't it
but it's true
i can't seem to
sigh
i just want to be on the computer talk to you
but you're never online
when you are you leave so suddenly
then i have nothing to do
well
English paper 1, 2 on Friday
(Next Week)
Mother Tongue Paper 1 on Monday
History Tuesday
Geography Wednesday
Literature Thursday
Mathematics Part 1, 2 Friday
(Next Next Week)
Science Monday
Design & Technology Tuesday
Mother Tongue Paper 2 Wednesday
i'm gonna die
all my maths revision papers NOT DONE
helphelphelp
stress
depressed
what else could POSSIBLY go wrong?
MUGMUGMUG
i can't take it anymore
efffff this
i'll see what else goes wrong tomorrow
POWERPOINTS OWN(:
Hope you liked it(:
and it meant something(:
8:55 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
O
M
G
YESTERDAY WAS THE MOST FUN DAY EVERRR
I MEAN EVERR MANN
okay let me tell u
i was sitting at home playing computer at around 12
when i called Justin Goh wondering how to download a game
Bryan (birthdayboy) picked up
BUT I DIDN'T KNOW
I THOUGHT IT WAS JUSTIN
thats where it were it all went crazy
they invited me to go to SICC and do some crap
i got there we ate some noodles and fried chicken
then went to swim
DARIUS YOUR RUGBY BALL IS FREAKING UNLUCKY
1st time : Confiscated by teacher (twice)
2nd time : Almost got run over by car
3rd time : Fell into construction site
4th time : Got stuck on top of a water fountain
Totally unlucky
haha then we went to sushi teh
too crowded went to Starbucks
then went to 7 eleven with Justin
then we went to wheelock
and ate at N Y & C or something
Me and Bryan shared three amigos
he drank LEMONADE i drank 7up
IT WAS ALL TREATED by someone haha
then we walk around and took pictures!
haha went to sleep at 12
didn't go church today
too tired
:P
PICTURES :
FRIENDSTER
12:13 PM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You
(thanks again esther :p)
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fightingCould it be that we have been this way beforeI know you don't think that I am tryingI know you're wearing thin down to the coreBut hold your breatheBecause tonight will be the night that I will fall for youOver againDon't make me change my mindOr I wont live to see another dayI swear it's trueBecause a girl like you is impossible to findYour impossible to findThis is not what I intendedI always swore to you i'd never fall apartYou always thought that I was strongerI may of failedBut I have loved you from the startOhhhhBut hold your breatheBecause tonight will be the night that I will fall for youOver againDon't make me change my mindOr I wont live to see another dayI swear it's trueBecause a girl like you is impossible to findIt's impossibleSo breathe in so deepBreathe me inI'm yours to keepAnd hold onto your wordsCuz talk is cheapAnd remember me tonightWhen your asleepBecause tonight will be the night that I will fall for youOver againDon't make me change my mindOr I wont live to see another dayI swear it's trueBecause a girl like you is impossible to findTonight will be the night that I will fall for youOver againDon't make me change my mindOr I wont live to see another dayI swear it's trueBecause a girl like you is impossible to findYour impossible to find
decided to pon training to do work
but decided to blog
cause i'm bored of work
i'm sick of life
omg esther u made me more emo :\
don't feel too bad
i'm happy you gave me those songs to emo :S
LOL that made myself laugh
" ooo i made a funnie"
BLEAH freaking emo now...
my phone bill gonna be paid today
SIGH
maybe i'll call someone tonight ((:
omg i just don't feel well la...
rainy days make me emo
we'll let me talk about school (bleah)
well D & T (Damien & Tacobell)
we are chionging that now cause need hand in tmr
some project
besides that got math's exam papers (last years NAN CHIAU PAPER HAHA)
and something else...
today was chinese listening compre :S surely fail
TMR IS FRIDAY END OF THE WEEK C'MON
then it'll all be alright
one more day
we'll i gtg go do work
bye-bye
5:26 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Taylor Swift - The Outside
I didn't know what I would find
When I went looking for a reason, I know
I didn't read between the lines
And, baby, I've got nowhere to go
I tried to take the road less traveled by
But nothing seems to work the first few times
Am I right?
[Chorus:]
So how can I ever try to be better?
Nobody ever lets me in
I can still see you, this ain't the best view
On the outside looking in
I've been a lot of lonely places
I've never been on the outside
You saw me there, but never knew
I would give it all up to be
A part of this, a part of you
And now it's all too late so you see
You could've helped if you had wanted to
But no one notices until it's too
Late to do anything
[Repeat Chorus]
So how can I ever try to be better?
Nobody ever lets me in
I can still see you, this ain't the best view
On the outside looking in
I've been a lot of lonely places
I've never been on the outside
7:32 PM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Today not bad
Training JL say i not bad!
WHEEEEEEEEE
HAHA
oh btw,
my phone bill :
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM
can't sms
sighhhh
HOPE TO BUY NEW PHONE SOON
:p
school...okayy
i don't feel well though
sigh
EXAMS MAY
OMGOMG
STRESS
i just need a good emo
but i promised (:
7:51 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
Secondhand Serenade - Goodbye (thanks esther)
It's a shame that it had to be this wayIt's not enough to say I'm sorryIt's not enough to say I'm sorryMaybe I'm to blameOr maybe were the sameBut either way I can't breatheEither way I can't breatheAll I had to say is goodbyeWere better off this wayWere better off this wayI'm alive but I'm losing all my driveCause everything were been throughAnd everything about youSeemed to be a lieA guiltless twisted lieIt made me learn to hate youOr hate myself for letting it pass byAll I had to say is goodbyeWere better off this wayWere better off this wayAll I had to say is goodbyeWere better off this wayWere better off this wayAnd every, everything isn't onlyWhat it seemed so hold theseWords that you never told meIts time to say goodbyeIts time to say goodbyeIts time to say goodbyeGoodbyeByeTake my hand awaySpell it outTell me I was wrongTell me I was wrongTake my hand awaySpell it outTell me I was wrongTell me I was wrongTake my hand awaySpell it outTell me I was wrongTell me I was wrongI'll Never Be Emo Again
If I Could Have You
I Can't Stop Thinking There's A Chance
But I Should Know We'll Never Follow Through
Haix...life never seems fair
8:45 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said...
You're not pretty, you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever,
I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die..
6:08 PM
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY
ALYSSA LESLEY LIE FONG HUA
Haha all i can say is :
IF YOU WANT GIFTS,
COME BACK HERE!!!! :DD
HAHA hope you're getting along with your new friends
maybe you're celebrating with them
but have fun there okay!-missing
-you
-always
8:52 AM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Faber Drive - Summer Fades To Fall (SFTF) ::
Yeah
I count down the days until we say goodbye
I wish there was a way that i could just stop time
forever, remember
summer nights we spent together
on my car, counting stars
just wishing I
could stay(I know we only met a month ago)
with you(its always hard to let the feelings go)
when summer fades to fall(whoa whoa)
I'd stay(I should have known that this would come and go)
with you(and now we'll only get the afterglow)
when summer fades to fall(whoa whoa)
far away from you only time will tell
when your back in school will you meet someone else
remember, forever
summer nights we spent together
holding hands, making plans
just wishing I
could stay(I know we only met a month ago)
with you(its always hard to let the feelings go)
when summer fades to fall(whoa whoa)
I'd stay(I should have known that this would come and go)
with you(and now we'll only get the afterglow)
when summer fades to fall(whoa whoa)
everytime I think of you
I dont wanna face the truth
why wait forever knowing we may never follow through
guess I should get over you
but I cant let go so soon
why wait forever knowing we may never follow though (I'll wait forever just for you)
I count down the days until we say goodbye
I wish there was a way that I could just stop time
just wishing I
could stay(I know we only met a month ago)
with you(its always hard to let the feelings go)
when summer fades to fall(whoa whoa)x3
yeah(whoa whoa)
I should have known that this would come and go
and now we only get the after glow
when summer fades to fall
hello peeps
nvr blog for long time
but not many ppl care haha
anyway
today went SCGS carnival
not bad, really crowded
haha FUN FAIR
sometimes not fun and the food price isn't fair haha
but yea its okay :)
went with clement
then he came my house
BUT had to go training sadly
haha
saw many ppl
met new ones
Clement's RI friends tried to crash the audi's haunted house haha
:) thanks rach for inviting me haha
haha the dedication is me and clement's idea and the song was clement's
haha
training was BULLSH*T
JL made me redo 400 free pads
then saw Zhou before he leave
haha he anyhow just give me a free cap
so nice
gonna miss him man
okay THIS is quite long
byebye
7:21 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Steller Kart - Activate
Here's the plan
I think I got it made
Life is easy
When you're sitting in the shade
Not too hot not too cold
I think that's what I'll be
Now I'm nervous
And I've come undone
My head is spinning like the earth
Around the sun
I feel you drawing me away
From my complacency
I think I'm ready to go
Don't stop 'til everybody knows
This is the purpose of my life
This is, the reason I'm alive
Don't have time to wait
Activate, activate
There's a world out there in need
Now is the time for you and me
Before it gets too late
Activate, activate
Make a move
'cause talk is really cheap
You'll never start a revolution
In your sleep
Showing love to everyone is what
It's all about
One by one everyone activate
8:04 PM
Friday, April 11, 2008
8:36 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
8:32 PM
i hatehatehate school
i just freaking hate it
SCHOOL SUCKS BIG TIME MAN
i just want to relax..
well forget about that happening..
life don't suck?
it does..
forget it..bye
4:31 PM
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
hello
i'm fairly bored right now
i shall just post
NAPFA 5 STATIONS :
Standing Broad Jump : 218cm
Sit & Reach : 39 (sucks)
Inclined Pull-ups 27 (pass onli la)
Sit ups 58 (lol)
Shuttle Run 10.3
All together 4 A's 1 B (sit & reach)
which = GOLD
lol
anyway going for training soon..super bored
haha like omg i didn't know some ppl end school like SO late haha
poor thing xD
ok then bye
3:14 PM
Monday, April 7, 2008
TOMORROW IS E-LEARNING
+
NAPFA 5 STATIONS
SO........that kinda rocks haha
today was kinda shit but got through it
Jin keeps up with her usual scolding
it's becoming a habit
Well so tomorrow after FULL SESSION morning training
i go home PLAYPLAYPLAY i mean WORK
then 11.15 go school
NAPFA finish come home
PLAYPLAYPLAY i mean WORK again
haha ok cya
7:13 PM
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Hey
Went morning training
got scolded again by Jin
This is getting to be a habit? haha
Wanted to NOT go afternoon
but its either dun go and dun play or go and play later
so yea i went
and now i'm playing
haha
TOMORROW IS CHURCHHHHH
CAN'TCAN'T WAITWAIT
LOL
some of you might be thinking whats the deal with church
why you so excited
well
it's because it's fun,
you spend time with God
you're with really good friends,
and you just have a really good time
thats all there is to it haha
WELL GOING TO GO PLAY
BYE
SFTF OWNSS X)
It's not that they forget me,
you forget someone sometimes
but talk to them later
but it's how fast you forget me
that hurts
7:25 PM
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Everything was fine.
i guess i was just over-reacting
haha
Well today was fun
1) School as usual (bleah i guess)
2) Had NAPFA
AFTER THAT it was lightning thunder all the shit
Then got home at like 5
Then got on the computer talktalkplayplay
yea
TMR got morning training
UBER SIAN OF MORNING TRAINING ALR
sighh but will have to go
and can't wait for church!
Church is starting to own again
EVEN THOUGH the FUEL is quite boringggggg
all the kiddykiddy games =X
but it has meaning i guess haha
okay gtg bye
7:55 PM
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
There are 4 conditions i can come home in tomorrow
1) Normal
2) Late with my mother
3) Bruised all over
4) Don't come home at all
Somebody thinks he's such a hotshot
say he wanna "slash off my head"
we'll find out tmr wat happens
don't worry
Goodbye
3:10 PM
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
APSC Nite

Groupie

Groupie

Mum + Me + Dad

Zhong Hui + Me ON THE WAY
8:50 PM