You're still my favourite melody ♥
Jeremy Kevin Mathews
14 June 1994 ( 17 )
Swimmer
(Aquatic Performance Swim Club)
Student
wish you would step back from that ledge my friend~
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Training training training...it was okay. LoLx. Playing LastChaos now. A new game which is kinda kool. Jh KEEPS ON asking me for GTA. Jh if u want it so badly get a thumbdrive big enough to contain it and pass to Aloy? Anyways school = Bad Results = Worse Lolx never i shall finish of which stuff from an email (P.S. I didn't do this email) ::
Things I Hate About Everyone
1. People who are willing to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually.
2. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn Right What good is cake if you can't eat it?
3. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?
4. When people say while watching a film, "did ya see that?" No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor
5. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?" Didn't give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?
6. When something is 'new and improved'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.
7. When people say "life is short". What the hell??? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does What can you do thats longer?
8. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?" If the bus came, would I be standing here???
15 THINGS TO MAKE UR PARENTS THINK UR INSANE
1. Follow them around the house everywhere.
2. Moo when they say your name.
3. Run into walls.
4. Say that wearing clothes is against your religion.
5. Stand over them at four in the morning with a huge grin on your face and say, good morning sunshine
6. Pluck someone's hair out and yell, "DNA"
7. Wear a sticker that says, "I'm a retard"
8. Have 20 imaginary friends that you talk to all the time
10. Do what they actually tell you.
11. Jump off the roof, trying to fly.
12. Hold their hand and whisper to them, I see dead people.
13. At everything they say yell, Liar.
14. Try to swim in the floor.
15. Tap on their door all night.
There's More To Come =D bye for now.
8:35 PM
Saturday, August 18, 2007
1) what's your phone brand? Nokia.
2) what are the last 3 digits in your cell phone number? 875
3) what does the 12th message in your inbox say? I don't have even 7 msgs. But the 12th one after reapeating is Fun With MMS.....
4) who's the first person under M? Malcom Low! Haha my p5 friend from Acs(P)
5) who's the last person you rang? My Mother?
6) who was your last missed call from? Khairul. My classmate.
7) who's the 2nd person under D? Daniel Tan.
8) what does the last message in your inbox say? Fun With MMS.....
9) who is the second last person under j? Justin Yeo!! Good friend.
10) go to your sent items. what does the 10th message say? Mum i not going training staying home to study geog. XD Its true! I studied!
11) who's the 4th person under S? Sher!
12) who's your network provider? M1 i think. I dunno. We switched around cos had alot of problems..
13) how many messages are currently in your inbox? 7.
14) what do you have as your background? The cute cat at Apsc!! XD
15) who is the second person under R? Raffles Phoon
16) who do you have on speed dial 3? No speed dials sorry :P
17) if you're on prepaid, how much credit do you have left? I dun use prepaid.
18) who's the last person under C? Customer Service Number. XD haha
19) how many bars of signal do you currently have? Full. XD haha
20) what do you have as your main ringtone? Destiny thats in the phone....
21) what are three things you cannot live without? God, family and friends. Like almost everyone will say that :P
22) three favourite colours? Green, Blue, Pink? (JH SHADDUP XD)
23) pass this to 20 people! Haha ppl like to steal quizes :P
11:10 PM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Dear friend, Remember how we were unseperable, or at least it seemed that way, when we talked to each other almost everytime we could.Remember how we just had to rebutt each other or make what each other said seem wrong. Just for the sake of doing it.Remember how we called each other the weirdest of names- how you were stupid and I was smart.Remember how we tried to act like we dislike each other, but yet we just never seemed to do it, simply because we didnt. Because you were special. Remember how we had planned to do so many things together, things to do for each other. But they just never came to pass. Im sorry that I messed up.Im sorry for what I said that hurt real bad.Im sorry for pretending not to notice, when I looked into your eyes that spoke of how much you were hurting because of what I did. Im sorry that I spoilt the something special that we once shared. Im sorry that I can never be her. Im sorry for never answering all the questions you've asked me. But it is a yes to most of them. The ones where you were serious and I thought you were kidding. Yes, dearie. Im sorry that I hurt you in a way I never really meant to. I dont even know WHY I did what I did, seriously. But as people say "sorry wont cure". I dont even know if you will see this, or even if you do whether you would realise it is you Im talking about. But, I have to say, I am really terribly sorry for what happened that day. I dont know what got over me, really, jealousy, fear, hurt, maybe. As much as I wanted to apologise, I didnt cause of my pride. You did though it wasnt your fault, and all the more it pains me. During the past few/many months when we didnt keep in contact, so many things happened. And I'm glad for you, that you've been doing well in your sports, in school, in your life. But sorry that I wasnt there to be happy with you. And how it makes me feel terrible after all you would be there for me 24/7 (or at least you tried). You knew when I was down, and you would do anything so long as I was happy. But what did I do for you? All the food (haha), and trying to be there for you as much as I could and yeah stuff maybe, but with that one incident that spoilt everything, all the things that I did for you dont count anymore. To ask for us to go back to where we were is probably too much. After all, you do deserve someone better.I have a lot of things I want to say, but I guess, I just dont know how to. After having shoved you all the way to the back of mind these few months, trying not to think about you, about us. Just seeing someone that looked like you and shared a similar name, brought out everything that I had tried not to think about.I've missed the way you make me smile with every sms, every call, every convo. I've missed the way you are so retarded and lame. I've missed our daily routine.I've missed seeing your name flash up on the taskbar.I've missed the feeling of receiving an sms, knowing it would be you.I've missed you, friend.
I realised that I keep comparing, I keep reminiscing- how we used to do this, used to do that, and how I was never able to let go because one part of me just refused to saying you never know what could have happened if you dont wait, afterall there are maybes. But for how long can I hold on, its been over a year now and Im tired, really. Tired of wishing, hoping and waiting. Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.-Herman Hesse"Forget the former things;do not dwell on the past."Isaiah 43:18"But one thing that I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead"Philippians 3:13You're probably not coming back now. The maybes that made me hold on so long will probably never come true. The reality of it all, has nullified all that made me believe that you meant that one single sentence from you that made me hold on this long. Let go and let God. Let God take over, realign my priorites, reign and be the centre of my focus. And I thank God that He's been faithful, being with me every step of the way. Knowing my hurts, pains and regrets and picking me up each time I fall, loving me unconditionally being my source of strength. Thank God too for the things He has been doing. Services each week are so wonderful, basking in His presence, and hearing His word, His calling in our lives and doing a new work in each of our lives each and every week. And its not only in Ignyte but I believe it is happening world wide too, look at the Battlecry in US. (must watch the video, click on the link!)"The youth of the nation today has not forgotten about God and He has not forgotten about us either.""Regardless of how he feels about Christianity, God does love him right where he is."And it is truly amazing what God is doing in the lives of people, how He is working around the world today. And its time for each and everyone of us to rise up and step up and increase our prayer lives and pray along side with the leaders, for the ministry, for our generation.
Don't Get Me Wrong. These are just some emo posts i thought were meaningful. Haha.
Haha Training was fun. School was ok. Let's skip school. XD Er swimming today we had basketball. I CAN'T BELIEVE ALOY, HE BROUGHT WORK!!! I sat next him and SLACKED. LoLx. Haha i guess its ok la. Haha training was kinda tiring actually. LOL The stupid drills for fly. The br stroke was least fun. Fly was 2nd. 1st is BACK!! XD haha. Hope can wake up for school tmr. Very tired now. Eyes...closing............ZZZzzzzzzzzz. (Pssst! BYEBYE!! XD)
9:42 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? jeremiah from the bible! haha actually i dunno :P
2. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD? no. two big bro's
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? I wish it was nice . LOL
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MEAT? Pork Chop
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? Haha. A kid having a kid. FUNNIEE....
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? mayb not. We'll go head to head in combat :P BANZAI
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? Who who who me??? Nah not at all! :P <<<<(Sarcasm)
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? yea think so :P
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? I'M SCARED OF HEIGHTS :(
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? Fruity Pebbles. LOL so childish. XD
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? not at all actually.
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? Not really. But i'm like kinda average? I think.
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? PLAIN VANILLA!! I heard milktea is nice XD
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? their attitube,personality.
15. RED OR PINK? pink! hahahah XD
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? my attitude?
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? MY MOM! She's in america
18. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? Black shorts and barefoot.
19. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Dinner. Chicken Rice with egg.
20. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? True by Ryan Cabrera. Took so long to do this now its changed to Freedom Song by Desperation Band :P
21. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Green. If cannot green either pink or blue. XD hahahah
22. FAVORITE SMELLS? The smells of sweet romance. YEA RIGHT XD
23. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Zachary. He wanted to know whether i was taking taxi with him after school. :P
24. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? YES MY GOOD FREN TIM!! XD
25. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? Dun really watch but i like TENNIS XD haha
26. HAIR COLOR? BROWN! Some of the ppl who get this will be jealous. (THANK YOU CHLORINE :D)
27. EYE COLOR? DARKDARKDARKDARK Brown. You just cant see it :P
28. FAVORITE FOOD? ice cream!! :P
29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? Scary movies with happy endings? Haha i jus watch a little anime now :P Haha but i think i like both :D
30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Is Bleach considered movie or video XD haha
31. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? RED
32. SUMMER OR WINTER? winter! i wanna see snow! :( Nvr saw real snow before.
33. HUGS OR KISSES? Hugs make u feel so much better XD
34. FAVOURITE DESSERT? ice cream!!
35. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? 4th book of Halo.
36. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? using a tablet. So its a touch pad :P
37. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? Friends LOL I'll Be There For You. :)
38. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SOUND? the sound of music! i only like silence when i'm lonely?
39. WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW? Blogging This?? LOL.
40. WHAT PETS DO YOU HAVE? 2 CATS!! MEAOW!! XD
41. FAVORITE JOB YOU'VE EVER HAD? Er..................sure i wanna job NOW??
42. WERE YOU SAD WHEN YOUR PET DIED? Of cause. It died due to kidney problem.
43. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? I dunno where is far. Perth?
44. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? A few. :D
45. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Singapore
46. IF YOU LOOK UP JUST OVER YOUR COMPUTER SCREEN WHILE YOU'RE TYPING, WHAT DO YOU SEE? my bed XD
47. BOOK SMART OR HANDS-ON CLEVER? hands on! :)
9:52 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
Name 20 ppl in random order [Jun Han is the best at being random XD] and answer the questions in the following. No Cheating :D
1. Matthew Choo. [NO FUNNY COMMENTS ABOUT HIS NAME :D]
2. Justin Seah Kai Liang. [How do your pronounce the chinese name??]
3. Douglas Lim
4. Clement Tan AWESOME XD
5. Kai Sheng
6. Ernest Aw
7. Joshua Mak
8. Matthew Chen [Almost same name as 1.]
9. Sherlynn Teo
10. Aloysius Lam
11. Justin Siew
12. Joash
13. Andy Leong
14. Bertrand Ong ----- IS GAY
15. Bran
16. Ariel
17. Claire Lye
18. Darrin Lam
19. Justin Yeo
20. Sherwin Koh
QUESTION TIME:
1. How Did You Meet 14?
[Bertrand Ong(The Gay)] In Ace Swim Club & ACS(I) [HE IS SUPER DUPER GAY LA RIGHT JUN HAN?? :D]
2. What Would You Do If You Never Met 1?
[Matthew Choo] Er...i would never be able to own him in 200IM With Pleasure? XD
3. What Would You Do If 20 & 9 Dated? (I SERIOUSLY DIDN'T CHEAT)
[Sherwin Koh And Sherlynn Teo] Maybe they already do la XD hahahaha this is such a coincidence!
4. Did You Ever Like 19?
[Justin Yeo] I still do man! He's my best buddy in church. :D
5. Would 6 & 17 Make A Good Couple?
[Ernest & Claire] HAHAHHA They both were from Ace. hahaha but they didn't know each other. Maybe they would! Don't ask me!
6. Describe 3.
[Douglas Lim] OOOOOO BUDDY!! Sup man! Er...he's a vulgar and straight forward kind of guy. But he's a seriously nice guy. (He's VERY shy to girls XD)
7. Do You Think 8 is Attractive?
[Matthew Chen] AHHAHAHHAHAHA!! Omg maybe...He plays waterpolo. LOL How do i know? I'm not exactly GAY with him :P
8. Tell Me Something About 7.
[Joshua Mak] He's A Nice, Short, Funny guy! (Thats more than 1)
9. Do You Know Any Of 12's Family?
[Joash] No actually. :P Maybe i should get to know him more :P
10. What Is 8's Favourite?
[Matthew Chen] Acting Cool & High & Mighty. LOL
11. What If 18 Confesses His/Her Love To You?
[Darrin Lam] Haha I ALREADY KNOW WHO IT IS!! XD
12. What Language Does 15 Speak?
[Bran] Er..ENGLISH?? THEN?? :P If its chinese i wouldn't wanna know him! XD
13. Who Is 9 Going Out With?
[Sherlynn Teo] Er...i dunnooo. Sherwin? XD Haha joking! XD Ask Her.
14. How Old Is 16?
[Ariel] One year older than me. Sec 2 now.
15. When Was The Last Time You Talked To 13?
[Andy Leong] Er...Wednesday? Or was it tuesday? Can't Remember.
16. Who Is 2's Favourite Band?
[Justin Seah] I dunno. Rembrandts? I'll Be There For You! (ITS NICE)
17. Would You Date 4?
[Clement Tan] HAHA WHY NOT?! It would be AWESOME XD
18. Would You Date 7?
[Joshua Mak] Haha yea! I went out with him once but not only with him. It was a group. :P
19. Is 15 Single?
[Bran] Yes but a flirt! Has like more than 15 girlfriends? Right Brandy? XD
20. What Is 10's Last Name?
[Aloysius Lam] Isn't it written ^ & <<
21. Would You Ever Have A Serious Relationship With 11?
[Justin Siew] YEA CLOSE BROTHERS!! Thats what we already are i think :P
22. What School Does 4 Go To?
[Clement Tan] Raffles Institution! :P Good or bad i dunno XD
23. Where Does 6 Live?
[Ernest Aw] I have no idea. Where do you live Ernest?
24. Whats Your Favourite Thing About 5?
[Kai Sheng] I dunno. His sarcasm? Haha okok his...personality! ahhhhh XD
Thats The End. Gotta study! See you!
8:59 PM
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Hi! Back from doing stuff like playing :P haha gonna post MORE pictures of Bleach. Just for fun la. XD Exams last week were horrible. Exams next week will be horrible. Sigh National Day!! :P When you've seen one national day, you've seen them all. XP
Toushirou Again [He Rawks]
Urahara
Kenpachi's Lieutenant : Yachiru [Super irritating]
Wishing Everyone Good Luck For Test. Byebye.
7:08 PM
Saturday, August 4, 2007
Heys i having been blogging recently as common test have started. Sighs think i must study harder. Wow started watching BLEACH Its freaking nice la. I just got some pics haha just felt like blogging them. Haha just after 40 episodes and i'm kinda obsessed. XD here:
Kurosaki Ichigo
Hitsugaya Toushirou
Captain Kuchiki & Abarai Renji
Haha Its seriously is nice. Haha got administrative rights back!! Haha time to play! XD Byebye!
Making Powerpoints Is So Fun!!
12:30 PM
maybe it's true, i can't live without you ♥
Andy :O
Al
Alan :P
Aloysius :)
Alyssa :D
Ariel
Ashneo
Audrey (:
Bertrand
Bran
Cheryl Tan :)
Claire :D
Clement Tan :P
Darrin
Deborah Chua! (:
Delise :D
Ernest Aw
Esther Khoo :D
Jasmine!! (:
Jesselyn
Joelle :D
Jo-Lyn
Justin Seah :P
Justin Siew xD
Joan
Joash
Joshua Kong :D
Katherine
Kai Sheng :P
Kimberlyn
Matthew :P
Melissa :)
Pamela Say
Rachel Lee
Rachel Teh
Shawn Yap :P
Sherwin
Sherlynn :D
Theresa
Timothy Koh
Valerina
Xinping
thanks for the memories ♥
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