Jeremy Kevin Mathews
14 June 1994 ( 17 )

Swimmer
Chinese Swimming Club
Ace Swim Club
(Aquatic Performance Swim Club)

Student
Anglo-Chinese School (Independent)
Anglo-Chinese School (Barker Road)

wish you would step back from that ledge my friend~

I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I HATE MYSELF! God i give you my life. Take it from my hands as i am not worthy. I JUST NEED A HUG. A comforting shoulder to cry on. IM from 2nd to 3rd. Backstroke my mom said must do 1.09 or else...i did 1.11. I'm depressed. I hate my life. I know ALOT of my friends understand me. But the person i live with doesn't. So does that mean my friends love me more? I guess i love them alot. Maybe more than i love myself. I guess my mother's just unreasonable. Anyway congratz ACS(I) for getting C DIV GOLD!! I didn't hear the rest of the results. Got dinner on friday. Don't want to go cause it think it would be boring. And one more thing. I LOVE YOU GOOD FRIENDS!! You're probably the reason why i'm still so happy. Or at least not commiting suicide >< haha just kidding. LOL ok i guess my computer may be comfiscated. Sighs like i said my mother is unreasonable. Anyone want to give me a hug? See you guys/girls around xD