You're still my favourite melody ♥
Jeremy Kevin Mathews
14 June 1994 ( 17 )
Swimmer
Chinese Swimming Club
Ace Swim Club
(Aquatic Performance Swim Club)
Student
Anglo-Chinese School (Independent)
Anglo-Chinese School (Barker Road)
wish you would step back from that ledge my friend~
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Have you ever felt that whatever you did was not good enough, even though you tried your best? It just becomes three words: I Hate Myself. I tried my best during training today. And my leg was hurting like siao. So i went slow and i told JL my leg was pain. Its unfair. Its not like i can continue chionging for all the sets right? I'm not good... i'm a failure mostly. Talent from God which i'm not using. He says he will take it away. I seriously DO NOT want this talent taken away. But i'm trying my best already. Why can't the coaches accept? Sighs anyways school was fun. Math was stupid. BOR-ing. MT was awful. History was SHIT. Had to stay back cause of homework. English was ok! PC was dumb? Physical science was kinda okay. Music haha was fun. We played games till end of school. Then stayed back till like 4pm. Then went home then went training. Sighs training wasn't good. 30 x 100 which i tried to sprint for. I did. But the last one i went all out and i choked on the water twice. Taste awful. Then my leg started hurting from gym & strain. Maybe not strain la but, sighs nevermind. Emo-ness is taking over. See you.I've tried my best, I really did!
7:18 PM